My fight against the cloud

This is the first time I'm blogging in a while but thought it would be a good way to start my own personal battle with the cloud.

What is the cloud?
The cloud is a brewing combination of delusions, confusions and all the negative sions attached to it. It is the thing that brings me down in all aspects preventing me from reaching the potential that my eyes swell up for.  It's a series of distractions with every intent in spreading my wings so thin that I can't see it anymore. It's a feeling of darkness that pulls me back to my bed when I need to wake up to pray. It's the long list of excuses to why I can't do an action this particular time. As a result it brews confusion and self doubt. It limits me to be a bystander of success rather than the initiator. It also promotes blame convincing me that the barriers are often set up by obligated social standards.

Here I am telling you that no matter what I sill be at war with this cloud. I know myself that inshaAllah I will get through this and indeed find my potential.  I have to take account of myself and look for ways to maximize yourself away from the cloud. It is to see things as they are in comparison to how valuable it is to you. It is time to take a deep breath and look at what's important to you. Look at the smiles and cries of your wife and kids. You need to sky beyond that to give them the best they can have. But most important of them all. Have trust in your Creator. Allah has done so much for me while I've been slacking off. It's about time where I pull myself back together and fly again. May Allah make it easy. Ameen.